This is fucking stupid, highly fucking stupid.

I’m a 17 -year-old girl who is very insecure about her life. I don’t have many friends, the very best points, I’m not super alluring and I’ve never been in a relationship.

I watched the movie To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before Always and Forever on Netflix today. I initially put off watching it because I knew it’d realise me wary. It’s funny how I knew a fictional movie would make this overly insecure daughter jealous.

In the movie, this girl who is the same age as me and practically the same race as me does all the shit I wished I did. Things such as, get into NYU( I came repudiated ), have a loving long-term boyfriend, be comfortable enough with that sweetheart to have sex, go to NYC and sneak out with said lover. As well as more minor things such as dress neatly( I can’t afford new drapes ), have a group of friends, and proceed traveling to Korea( likewise can’t afford ).

Don’t get me wrong, I’m definitely going to try to do all those things in college and when I grow up but it was hard for me to watch that movie. I know none of it was real and it appalls me that I’m so insecure that I get apprehensive of a person who doesn’t even fucking exist.

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