I am feeling baffled and lost

At this time in “peoples lives” I kind of have “no one” in my life besides their own families( that I don’t certainly enjoy spending time with ). And everyone I used to have is gone and I feel like I slam everything out to a extent where I don’t feel myself anymore. And that has caught up with me now because I’m feeling lost and confounded and like I have no purpose anymore. I struggle with meditating( I don’t meditate anymore) and I don’t know why but I just don’t have vitality anymore. And I used to feel everything so deeply, and I examined trough everything. But now I don’t feel myself even. And also i have started to watch movies and successions and it’s weird because it’s like I feel everything the actors “feel”. And I don’t know if that’s regular to empathize to the extreme by just watching a serie ?! I have always( even since little) felt everyone and sympathized with everyone but I have still felt myself! But now it’s like I don’t even was aware that I am. And I’m actually for the “first time” really scared of not feeling everything. I don’t feel like myself .. what is this?

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